thanks for adding me! how are you? and how old are you?
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Heya i'm 16 (17 on september 27th) you? While im at it ill give me your stats, you never know we may or may not be similar :D
Stats:
CW(yesterdays weight):113.5 lbs
HW:128ish
GW1:110
GW2:105
GW3:98
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yourself?

Hope your having a good day and if you ever need to talk im always here :) i like live in this site when im at home.. sad ey!?
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heya im good thanks you?
sorry ive been busty with college so i havent been able to comment back!
Im 17 on 27th on september :) tomorrow!
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hunny,
join my community..wanturhelp...its very supportive and personal!
its amazing!
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hayy i was reading about where you eating problem started, i have the exact sam problem.
im still at school now and its the same for me. im kinda in the same boat as you :S lol

anywhoo how are you ?


take care

louise x

Hi Louise.
What year are you in at school?

and im sorry to hear your going through what i did. is tough. How are you coping with it?

And as for how i am.. well ive been better. i have my days when im ok but then i have days and weeks were im always down. I dont know if i do, but im sure i suffer from some mild depression. it runs in the family (my mums on antidepressants) and so im thinking that it a possibilty and could explain why i feelso down. At the current moment im kind of in limbo land. im neither happy nor sad.. basically im lacking emotion lmao. i never though it possible. maybe its the toll of my fast ... who knows.

Out of intrest are u from the uk? (i am)

how are you? Hope your doing ok.

Suzanne.
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hi,

I must seem like a total randomer to you,

but i need someone's help!

i am bulimic and anorexic, two of my friends know and are constantly trying to convince me to eat and stop being rediculous. I listen to what they are saying but don't really listen.

Also my dad and step mum are becoming suspicious.

I was wondering if you could help me to lose more weight [i weigh 84 pounds] and try and get my parents off my back??

please help me xx

Hey.
Lol don't worry about being a total randomer but maybe you could tell me your name :D
Mines Suzanne.

and to inroduce myself a bit more...i'm 17 and 5"6 ...my weight is disgusting so i wont share ... :/

I'm sorry your friends are on your case. It's the last thing you wont to be stresing over. I guess what they are saying is to try and help you but of course telling you to eat isnt going to suddenly make you happy eating. and even if you did eat in front of them to prove a point, it would only make you feel guilty afterwards and what notand make you feel worse than ever... so i wouldnt suggest doing that lol. Is sounds to me that maybe they dont really understand what your going through. Maybw you could explain to them whats wrong.... or maybe do what i did. distanced myself from all my friends so that they would never become suspious and get on my case... but i would nnooottt suggest that. You need friends around you. you need someoneto make you laugh and smile. What situations do they normally tell you to eat in? at someones house or when you out etc.?

As for the beloved parents...it's not as easy as avoiding eating situation with them is it? After all you have to live with them and have meals with them. My mum always has a meal on the night... at the table. So no getting out for me. My only hope is purging it.

Maybe you should eat small amounts of food around them such as grapes or other things low cal. that way they will see you eating. or you could prepare a swandwhich in front of them saying you a bit hungry before tea. and then you could take it to your room and dispose of it. and then come tea time if you have to eat with them, simply say your full of the sandwhich and that you only want a little bit to eat.

i ramble.. a lot...

anywayyyy



as for weight loss. I dont a such want to be like well do this and this and you'll loose such and such but i can give you some diets ive tried and others have to.

btw 84 pounds!! how tall are you?
wish i was 84...

anyway here's one site i use
http://jessica.l.scott.tripod.com/tips.html
ill send more another day but i need to go get ready. i meeting my boyfriend and he wants to go on a picnic...
somehow i think ill moan my way out of that one. ive been fasting for 18 hours now... imnot going to stop because of him and his temting food :|

lol

cyax
hope ive some what helped... but if not not sorry... and yes i know i ramble.. im sorry :D

xxxxx

hey suzanne

lol cool cool, well my name is melanie, but ablsolutly hate it, makes me sound so old, so call me mel!!

well i've tried explaining how i feel to them, and my ex says he understands, but i really don't believe that, you have to be going through the same thing to truly understand right!?!?! which is kinda why i'm asking someone like you!! [hope you don't mind!]

yeh I have always kept a little distance from my friends, I don't like them knowing everything about me because then it makes it easier to get hurt!! but yeh I really don't want to lose my mates!!! I duno what i wud do wivout them!! because I really don't get on with that many people in my family! and my family is really big, I live with 7 other people, cos my dad just got married and my step mum also has kids! and when i say just got married, i mean it, they got married today!! which is another thing, i had to eat so much!! it was pure toture!!!, and plus everyone staring at you, watching you eat!! horrible!! but one good thing was that my uncle (that I haven't seen in almost a year, said I was looking a lot thinner :):):):) and asked if I had been on a diet, i just tried to look as convincing as possible and said no)

yeh sorry i ramble on loads aswell!!

my m8s are always trying to get me to eat, whenever i'm round there house, in town, or at lunch at school!! I hate it, I know they trying to help, but yes your right, telling me to eat isnt going to make me eat!!

and yeh, good idea but my parents are gay!!! we are not aloud to eat outside of the kitchen and the dinning room! SAD!!! so i can't really do that, I have said that i'm not hungry and that i've had a big lunch, although i don't eat breakfast or lunch!!! and then when I have dinner, I just purge it!

yeh I went to this website and it gave me a few tips, said not to eat but when you do eat, eat around people so they can't say that you never eat!!

sorry rambling on a lot!!!!!!

yeh diets you've tried would be great!!!

i'm not tall at all!!! i'm known for being very small!!, MINI MEL!!! lol, i'm 5"2 and im 15, yeh 84 pounds swnds quite a small amount, but I am reali fat!!!! I am disgusted by the way i look!! and am desperate to be thin!! all the time at school people are like, oh my gosh nicole richie and people are so painfully thin, but I don't know why but i have always envied skinny skinny people!!

ouch, does your boyfriend know?? i'm guessing not! hope it goes well!!

but yeh after today from all the food that i purged, i am fasting for at least 4 days! my grandparents are staying with me and my siblings while parents are on their honey moon so shouldn't be too hard to do!!!

and so sorry i've just written a fat off essay!!! lol

and don't worry u've helped a lot thanks a bunch!!!!

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Hey Mel.

Well I did try to explain I had "eating issues" last summer but I think he believes i'm better. He knows i worry about my weight but he doesn't know how serious it is. Either do I want him to really. I see he most days so to have him on my back is the last thing I want.

I just had to add this in. The other day for some reason he was joking around and he called me fatty. as a joke. no onereally would of took it to heart but i kind of just went silent. and so he then said I shoulnt worry about being fat and said i looked fine. he said its not like your fat or skinny. your just nice. and i was just thinking "keep digging that hole".

But I just left it at that and moved the conversation on lol.

Wow thats a big family. I just love with my mum and my brother. i have two brothers but the other one has moved out and my dad left when I was 11...thank god lol. lets just say he had a bad temper towards my mum.

and wow again! They just got married! well i guess with them going away gives you a chance to not worry about them watching you etc.

anway.
some diets i've tried:

okay so there's the 2468 diet. bascially you eat 200 one day the next 400, then 600, and then 800. and then you repeat it so the next day you drop down to 200 again. It's to trick your metabolisim etc. I changed this one to 0246. It's the same exact one day you eat 0 cals then 200,400 and then 600. then back down to 0.so a fast on one day.

Which brings us to fasts. I prefer to fast. because if there's no food in me there's less chance of me feeling guilty and depressed...blah blah blah lol. I soemtimes liquid fast so that means i can have anything like fruit juices or even soup. I dont have a set time limit to keep on a fast, just as long as I possibly can.

What I tend to do now days because my family has "meal time" round the table is that I dont eat anything till about 6 or 7pm when we eat dinner and then I dont eat anything after that.so it works out that i fast 23 hours. eat. then fast 23 hours...etc etc. I have tried to eat something small in the morning because it kicks starts your metablolism...but i prefer not to. if i break any fast how ever long the time i have set myself is i feels o shit and guilty and awful that i think whats the point? and then once i start eating soemthing i fear i wont stop.

I've never tried this onebut i really want to. its called the master cleanse diet. it involves drinking slat water in the morning which kind of sets all hell loose and your on the toilet for a while. but it doesnt half clean you out apprently. and its said a lot of weight if just waste in your body. anyway. after that you drink a lemon drink you prepare and it has lemon, syrup and some pepper in it to give it a kick. you can search it on google to find a recipe.

I've also tried diets pills in my time.but lets just say i only take themi think for my head to fell better because i dont think i loose anymore weight with them than i do without. I did come across this story http://www.celebrity-diets.org/trouble-with-site and she lost a lot of weight. but there expesive hoodia pills.

anyway i best go have a shower (15 mins burn 19 cals apprently) - sad that i know that lol.

and then after that i have to go to audition practise for a musical at a theater near me. we just have to learn the songs and the auditions are next week. its Jesus christ super star if you were intrested lol. I'm kind of a musical geek. I do musical theatre at college.

ekk.. im getting distracted lol... must shower lol.

cya xxx

hey

yeh i understand, my ex still doesnt understand, after explaining things to him half a dozen times!! Even when i tell him all the details, well of course not all of them! I could never tell anyone the full story!

I'm sure he was joking and didn't even realise that he even said it, and didn't mean it at all!! from your picture you don't look fat at all!!

just wondering do you wantto know why I am this way, I don't mind telling you some details!?!?!?!?

yeh they literally just got married saturday, but eating at the wedding was awful! pure horrid torture!! :(:(:(

And yes it is great my dad not being around although I now know that he is definately suspicious, cos i think he ahd some kind of word with my grandparents (they are looking after me while he is on his honey moon!) because they keept telling me to eat, and have breakfast, and eat as much as i can, and telling me that not eating breakfast is really bad for me, i know all this stuff but i simply just don' like food!!

kwl kwl i might try the 0246!!
yeh i understand completely, i just fasted for the past 42 hours, i couldn't fast on sunday because i went to my church as a reunion thing for this weekend away we went to, and there was loads of food, and everyone was looking at me wierdly because i wasn't eating anything, so i had to eat something to put them off thinking something! and im disgusted by what i ate!! horrible slice of cheese pizza!! ughhh!

yeh thats what i do, i never really stuck to having breakfast even when i was really little! And then when i came half way through high school, i started having no lunch, and then i just got used to having dinner every day, and the occasional snack! but then as things progressed, well basically i became bulimic, and now ive started becoming anorexic, not full on yet, i dont think!

yeh i've heard of that one the wsalt water, never did try it because i don't really fancy the the afterwoulds! and yeh i tried the lemon syruo and pepper, not nice!! but was good in the end!

i tried one diet pill, but it didnt work! and i dont want to spend loads on pills incase they dont work!

kwl kwl, lol i never knew you could burn calories in the shower! lol

kwl kwl, yehi used to be musical but then i gave it up, after my mum died, i just didnt see the point any more, thats kind of how i became chubby! And then progressed to bulimia!

kk lol tlk soon!!!

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get a job

get a job fat ass

i do thanks
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